HELLO LEILAANI .

Don't be silly brother,
( Be what? Silly sister? Silly dog?! )
you should know i'm already moving on.
( If he knows, you wouldn't be blogging about it. )
Ya i know it's hard but can't you see my effort ?
( To soften the HARD ?)
I'M DOING MY BEST, TRYING MY HARD.
( Trying your hard?! Is it a new name for some clothing or food ? )
I can't make it go away nor i can forget about it right ? (Eh?)
Give me your moral support la dont keep nag nag at me.
( Nag nag or is it nehneh ? I'd gladly reconstruct the sentence .
Give me your moral support and stop showing your nehneh to me. )
As you say , no one willing to walk this path & i did.
( No , you and your friends did, to be a successful AHLIAN path! )
I know what's going on & what it will be
& yet i still put nigh hopes in it, see ?
( That's just plain dumb . Nigh ? Correction. It's high.
Ahlians tend to create new and unidentified words , don't they all ?
We don't see you . Once you caught us doing that ,
you'll insist that we're staring ,
start calling your very own bunch of friends to deal with us.
Keep in mind, it's the 21st and law's the win lot. )
what i get ? the higher hope i have, the deeper i fall.
( Higher hope , deeper fall ? Why are you still here btw ? )
Treat it as expensitive lesson, i know i know.
( Refer back to top. )
ALL I KNOW LA :D silly ? if i'm not silly you all will dote me meh ?
( What a revelation , we have never heard. )
What's wrong with me this year.
i thought it'll be much better than last year
but it became much worser than this year.
( You thought ?! You finally start your brain's engine ! Thinking! )
Where's my positive thinking ?
maybe it's because of what i been through.
( Where's your positive thinking? Hiding under your blanket ? )
i cant blame people ,
cause they didn't be through & they did not understand .
( Wtf are you talking about? WTFWTFWTF. )
So what if they put themselves in my shoes.
( Noone ever wants to be in your shoes , any~ )
they still didn't know what's the feeling & how painful i'm.
( They don't know! Not didnt .
How painful you are or is it how you're a pain in their asses ?
You're getting so alien now.
Wait , you're the newer version. Ah-lian! )
Patheic right. Oh damn it.Lazy for school. Same as usual ,
there's no fucking motivation. No nothing,
( For goodness, it's pathetic!
And we don't understand a heck of what you're gabbling about .
It's lazy to go to school anyway.
School motivates you to study? Ugh.
Get your fuckin' ass to sch and you're your very own motivation .
My bad, you don't do school, you do AHBENGS .
Apparently , motivation's gone away with
your positive thinking and chasity belt .)
I want to studying but somehow i just dont get it.
( There's no ing after to
and we still don't get what you're trying to say. )
Maths, maths maths. ARGHGHGHG
help me solve all my questions marks in my bloody head
& get me a so called super smart head. D:
( You've ??? in your head instead of a brain .
Now you're gonna change your head. You're scaring me, really.
Cards on the table. Where are you from ?!! )